A New Year

Its the new year.

I'm....18 days too late to wish a happy new year. Every year goes by and we get old by it. Fact.

We get wiser, we think of our achievements, our failures, our regrets, our joy. Everything. And we think, where would we be in 5 years time. 10 years time. 20 years time.

Will i achieve everything i want.... that is the question that lingers. Insyallah i may fulfill all by the time i'm gone.

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A year older for Raniya. Actually bulan September lah, tapi this year Raniya will be 4.

And Papa is seeing you getting bigger, stronger and more talkative every day. You have grown more and more. And papa is still a rookie and being...papa.

Sometimes, papa taktau what i should do...should i be a papa yang garang, should i be papa yg rilek-rilek ajer...or should i be papa yg kewl (maknanye layan jer kehendak anak). I would want you to know what is right and wrong, what is good or bad. when to listen and when to be proactive.... but mama kata you are too young to be able to do that.

Mama is right. Niya masih kecik lagi.

Hopefully, i will get the right path in bringing you up and any other children that the Razmin Family will have in the future.

Happy new year niya....

Razmin Razak
18 Jan 2011