Seperti Waktu Dulu (Down and Out?)

Yup...itulah perasaannya selepas final exam sabtu lepas. And to top it off, the doc telahpun menunjukkan carry marks untuk paper Finance ini and it doesn't look good. Not for all of us......

Efforts has been made to cramp this paper in my head for 4 weeks, tiap-tiap hari cuba mengadap benda nih, cuba buat latihan, buat study grup, kelas tak ponteng...tapi hasilnya masih mengecewakan..

And since, the doc is saying that to even PASS, you need to achieve at least a 70%, getting a carry mark of 23/40 is not a good thing. Mission Impossible? Almost....and the fact that the final exam did not go so well makes that mission 95% impossible.

Derm..dah lama tak rasa kegagalan sebegini. Even masa degree dulu pun, the worst was a D+ and after repairing, i got a commendable B+(rasanya), but this is different. Maybe, because the class is small and we plan to grad together...

Some of us will pass, i'm sure of it. Some, including myself won't... and that is what makes me sad. Cause failing is not an option in this programme.

Inilah perasaan yg menyebabkan rasa macam tak mau jumpa orang, x mau pegi keje, rasa macam nak duduk ghumah jer.

Apa yang akan jadi selepas ini?

1. Kalau Doc Anggapan ini mempunyai hati dan perut, he will be leniant considering all of us are not Finance background and did not have the pre-requisite to take the course pun.
2. Extra assignment bagi sapa yg fail, dengan harapan tak perlulah nak ambik lagi paper nih.

3. REPEAT. Bab ini ada banya komplikasi, which needs to be clarified...

Razmin Yg Down

24th May 2009

Bahana Akademi Fantasia...

Akademi Fantasia dah habis, One in A Million dah abis. Tapi semua tuh tak se-best melayan anak sendiri(tak caya, tanya lah semua ibu bapa seluruh dunia).

Everyone says that when your child is at the age of 1-6, is the time where he/she is most playful. Thus, parents tend to be playful as well. Raniya is one talkative kid. Maybe every kid is, i dunno coz i can only talk about my child.

And this is the time when their brain is like a sponge, always 'menyerap' apa sahaja yang dia dengar, dia nampak....

So...antara lagu-lagu yang terdapat dalam kompilasi Raniya Song ini ialah:

1. Lagu Atok

2. Lagu Opah

3. Lagu Mama

4. Lagu Papa

5. Lagu Ayah Chu

6. Lagu Kak Shida

7. Lagu Kak Bila

8. Lagu Bibik

Hai...raniya...raniya...

Razmin Razak

18th May 2009

Akhirnya...Keluar Jua

Setelah menahan sejak my last entry until yesterday, akhirnya keluar jua gigi bongsu ku ittew. Namun tidak dapat dinyatakan ia adalah gigi yg bongsu memandangkan dentist mengatakan, ada lagi gigi-gigi lain yg lagi bongsu yg akan menunggu masa untuk meletup dalam mulut ku ini.

It took me about 3-4 days to decide on should i go or not to the dentist after my last visit due to the factors below:

1. The cost of operating the wisdom tooth would be around RM400-RM500.

2. Lepas makan ubat, dah tak sakit, tapi kena asyik dok makan ubat. Taktau la apa si gigi tu buat kat dalam.

3. No time to go to the dentist(alasan lama...)

4. Takuttttttt....

Point utama ialah the first one. But, after delibarating the cost and effect, after office went straight to the dentist up here in Ukay Perdana. And the non-Malaysian(Thailand kot) dentist who can only say "sakit tak?" in Malay went on his job.

He had a tough job, because the teeth was under the gums, and had to be cut before being pulled out.

And, my wisdom tooth has already touched its neighbour. After almost one hour the job was completed, and i felt numbness around my mouth.

All was well...until the numbness went away. Now comes the PAIN! Memang la sakit lepas cabut gigi bongsu nih. Barulah terasa kesan jahitan gusi tuh....Perghhh...

Hari ini pun masih lagi terasa kesakitannya sikit-sikit.

Sekali lagi, i have to admit. Tumbuh gigi bukannya satu benda yg tak sakit!!!

Razmin Razak

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